toska

Defending my dissertation tomorrow

Feeling weirdly casual about it. I feel like I've lived so many lives this year that this is only a blip on the radar even though it encompasses 6.5 years of work. I also kinda still feel the same after all this time and don't imagine it will be any different after tomorrow morning. I guess it's normal to become apathetic by this point in a PhD program. Now I'll get to feel like not just any 12-year-old but rather a 12-year-old with a PhD, hooray.