Burnt out
I've had too many problems lately. My brain feels broken. This has been the most difficult year of my life.
Last night I found out my favorite band is going on indefinite hiatus. I can't stop crying.
On Thursday I am having surgery to remove endometriosis that is likely more extensive than expected. I'm afraid.
It sounds pathetic and childish, but I am looking forward to being taken care of in the hospital. I crave anesthesia so that I can take a break from my responsibilities.
I don't have much left to give. Hopefully the only way to go fron here is up.